Goodbye

goodbye everybody..
will not disturb u anymore..
will close my shop for a year..
sorry to all
i'm gone...

from nowhere...

Boring life

Today was just another day
And as usual nothing ever goes my way
There is nothing to do around the house
So I have no choice but to pout
Why does my life have to be so boring?
I mean could it get anymore annoying?
Lord please give me a sign or something
Anything is better than nothing
I want to get away from this place
Because I never seem to benefit anyway
Boredom really suffocates me
I need something entertaining
To keep people from calling me a lame
But then again I don't care what anybody else thinks
Because they act like their own crap doesn't stink
But in reality they got nothing
Most of them are always bluffing
Because they are broke
And I take them as a joke
But only because they have nothing to show
Or they could be hiding something that they don't want people to know
But I am just wasting my breath talking about that
Because I knew from day one
That they were just a bunch of fags
If they don't want to hang around me
Then good I am glad
Because I don't associate myself
With people that are bad
Anyways my boredom situation is critical
I need something to make me happy
To prevent me from feeling crappy
But for now I will find something better to do...

~half my heart empty
~juz got half only...
~other taken by urs...

Bus VS Love..haha

Bila bas tu datang, awak nengok bas tu dan awak kata pada diri awak, "Eee... penuhnya... tak de tempat duduk." Jadik, awak katakan pada diri awak, "Saya akan tunggu bas yg lain." Awak pun biarkan bas tu berlalu dan awak tunggu pulak bas yg lain.



Kemudian, datang pulak bas yg kedua.
Awak nengok bas tu dan awak akan cakap, "Eee... bas ni buruk sgt... mesti tak selesa. Dan mungkin bas ni akan rosak kat tengah jalan." Jadi, awak pun biarkan bas buruk tu berlalu dan awak bercadang untuk tunggu bas yang seterusnya.

Setelah beberapa ketika, datang lagi sebuah bas.



Bas yg datang tu kosong, tak penuh dan tak seburuk bas yg tadi tapi kali ni awak kata, "Emmm... tak de air-cond... cuaca pulak panas. Lebih baik saya tunggu bas yg lain." Dan sekali lagi awak biarkan bas tu berlalu dan awak bercadang utk menanti bas yg seterusnya.



Tiba-tiba awan mula gelap, cuaca semakin mendung dan baru awak perasan yg awak pula dah terlambat rupanya. Awak mula panik dan terus naik bas yg datang ketika itu, walaupun bas itu tak sebegitu sempurna.



Dan kemudian barulah awak sedar bahawa... awak dah naik bas yg salah. Jadi, selama ni awak dah membazir banyak masa dan wang untuk menunggu apa yg awak nak.



Walaupun yg datang tu adalah bas yang berair-cond, adakah awak dpt pastikan bahawa bas tu tak akan rosak di tengah jalan atau mungkin bas tu tak terlalu sejuk untuk awak?



Jadik, mengingini apa yg awak idamkan tu memang tak salah. Tapi, tak salah juga kalau anda sanggup memberi satu peluang pada orang lain, kan?



Sekiranya awak dapati "bas" itu tak sesuai dengan awak, apa yg perlu awak lakukan hanya tekan loceng dan turun daripada bas tu.



Tapi... saya pasti awak semua tentu ada pengalaman yg macam ni. Awak nampak sebuah bas datang (tentulah bas yg awak nanti-nanti kan), awak tahan bas tu tapi pemandu bas tu pulak buat tak faham dan pura-pura buat tak nampak awak dan terus berlalu tinggalkan awak!



... .Bila ada bas yang lalu melintasi saya macam tu, apa yang saya lakukan ialah BERJALAN! Bodoh sebenarnya untuk mengejar bas tu sebab setiap kali, awak akan terjatuh dan menyakiti diri awak sendiri.



Jadi, bercinta tu adalah ibarat menunggu bas, sama ada awak nak naik dan beri peluang pada bas tu... semuanya terpulang pada diri awak. Dan bila awak berjalan, awak sebenarnya cuba melarikan diri daripada cinta!
~credit to my frenz..haha~

I'll choose to live as I was made.
I'll deal with the hands that I've been played.
Watch me as I catch a falling star-
all because my heart
can fly to everywhere...!

Looking for love- Johny Lee..haha

Saat orang-orang TIMUR berkata
BULAN itu Indah
...Aku Diam...






Saat orang-orang BARAT berkata
BINTANG itu Indah
...Aku Diam...




Saat orang-orang UTARA berkata
AURORA itu Indah
...Aku Diam...



Saat orang-orang SELATAN berkata
PELANGI itu Indah
...Aku Diam...



Saat orang-orang Terdiam
...Aku Berkata...



...KAUlah...lah yang paling INDAH
but i dont know who are you till now???
there too much time today,
you will appears in my life when i am totally ready~~~

Life is JOY...

Hidup itu indah bagi mereka yang tahu menghargainya keseronokan,
Keseronokan itu akan menghidupkan mereka yang menghargainya,
Kita bukan sahaja hidup untuk menghadapi saat-saat keseronokan,
insan lahiriah tidak terlepas meghadapi saat-saat sebaliknya,

Manusia seringkali alpa tika menghadapi kesenangan,
kesenangan itu hanya sementara bagi yang alpa,
tiba masanya jua kesusahan melanda,
terduduk,terpaku, terpina akhirnya,

Pagi cerah tidak selamanya,
tiba tengaharinya panas jua,
adakalanya petang berhujan,
malam jua pastinya berembun,

manusia hanyalah pengembara alam,
alam fana patutnya disyukuri,
sensasi hidup bersamalah nikmatinya,
kerana hidup ini hanyalah sekali...

FiKiRkAnLaH...

Bila kita syg org tu Kita terima je apa yg org tu kata Tp bila kita kata dia? Hati kata takpe manusia tak perfect....
Bila kita syg org tu Kita tnggu dia lame pn x pe Tp bila dia tnggu kita???dia mrh2 Hati kata ala, adatlah ada yang mnnunggu n dtnggu....
Bila kita syg org tu Kita x tdo pn x pe lyn dia yg ngah bosan, Tp bila kita bosan¿ Ada dia layan kita? HAti kata x pe dia busy kot.....
Bila kita syg org tu Kita gdh ngan dia, kita diam je Tp dia heboh 1 dunia HAti kata x pe, dia tension tu.....,
Bila kita syg org tu Kita kol nak ckp ngan dia Tp dia pulak xjawab fon¿ Bila jd cm2, x pe HAti kata, x pe k buat cam ne dh nasib...
Bila kita syg org tu Kita bercerita dgn dia,ibarat crita ngan tunggul lg baik Tp bila dia bercerita ngan kita Kita dgr, sepatah2 kite ingt HAti kata x pe syg la katakn...
Bila kita syg org tu Kita sanggup bg dia rest bila dia letih, Tp bila kita letih, dia srh jugak kita lyn dia bila dia bosan Adil ker? HAti kata, ala bukan selalu pun..
Bila kita syg org tu Kita jadi cam org gila bila dengar dia sakit, Tp bila kita sakit, Dia siap kuar ngan kwn2 dia meraikan hari kesakitan kita, HAti kata, ala x pe, x kn dia nak berkepit ngan kita 24 jam....
Bila kita syg org tu Kita x prnh pntingkan diri sndri Tp dia hpokrit thp ngaban HAti kata x pe, dia mmg cm2 kene lah trima..
Bila kita syg org tu Kita syg nk tngglkn dia slama2nya Tp dia x tahu kita berdpn dgn maut, Wlpn kita skt,dia kata kat kita,sakit bese2 jer, jgn nk mngarut HAti kata, cmnelah dia bila kita x de, msti dia hepi..
Bila kita syg org tu Kita x snggp tngk dia derita Tp dia x prnh hargai diri kita, HAti kata, tau x btapa kita syg kan dia????
Bila kita syg org tu Kita snggup tngglkn dia selama2nya untk dia bhgia Tp adakah dia tahu pngrbanan yg kita lakukan itu???... fikir2kan...

~
I don't know why things didn’t work
Why our love fell apart
We never fought about anything
Everything felt perfect
We had plans to get married
To spend the rest of our lives together
When we started to drift apart my heart shattered
My whole world went upside down
I try and tell myself I'm ok but I'm not
I still have those feelings for you
And I can't tell if you still do for me
It kills me inside to think that you might have moved on
Each day it feels like my love for you is still growing even though we're no longer together
I can't think straight anymore because you’re always on my mind
I've cried myself to sleep thinking about the great thing we had
The thing I want us to still have
That I screwed up
I know that I probably hurt you too
But I hurt myself even more by letting something so perfect go
I want us to talk the way we used to
I can't believe I f***ed up something so great
I still love you so much
And I hope to god that you still love me to
I'm sorry.....

what kinda shit of this boring???(lazy nov comin..haha)

Why must i brake? Why must i feel?
Saying that you loved me, why'd i think it was real?
Tired of wishing, hoping for a new,
The feelings you had for me, i doubt were ever true.
You win this little game, I've truly had enough,
I cant take anymore, I'm really not that tough.

I offered you my world, gave you all that i could,
I wanted the perfect love, knowing i never would.
Deep inside my heart, take the time to hear,
All the pain and the screaming, from trying to hold you dear.

My heart's how you left it, not just broken in two,
It's in a million peices, all because of you.
You win, i loose, i'll no longer offer to care,
I know you dont want it, you wouldn't even dare.

As hurtful as it is, as much as i dont want to know,
I wonder if you'd be happier, if i treated you as a foe.
I used to want happiness, i just wanted to grow,
Now all i can think of, is how i'll let things go...

long live A7X!!!huihui