then... its come again... thru my vein straight to my little heart... why this THING THANG cant be vanished... myb im not strong enough.. and myb im not ready yet.. also myb im not perfect men...
then who am i??? i am just ABDULLAH~~HAMBA ALLAH... ~~sighhtt~~
Assalamualaikum wbt... salam sejahtera ke atas kamu..;P rasanya dah lama xupdate blog ne.. urmm,since sem lepas, bulan 4 kowt..kowt la... arini je 21july tiba2 teringin je nk menstorykan cerita.. nak citer pe lagi ye.. hurmmm,da lama sngat da xwat karangan bahasa melayu ne(hahaha)
ok, 1st of all, hepy bzday to my father, yang menyambot kelahiran yang ke 55.. eh, mude lagi kan 55??
2nd, skang ne tgh praktikal kat SKTE aka Sekolah Kebangsaan Taman Ehsan, di Kepongg!! perhhh, jauh jgak kepong ne tuan puan..setengah jam jugak around 90-120kmj..slow je kan..haha ajar budak darjah 3 bahasa melayu, boleh la jugak dari 1st praktikum kt seremban dulu yg banyak pahit dari manis..bcoz im dumped by someone at that time..SHITTT!!! she just passing in my life and just walk just like that, anyway,that all, she`s been part of me, and last one contact her bcoz i want like a gap,wall between us..sory for bein rude 2 u..ok/1that all..past is past, future is tomorrow..bobola,kat tu jah..hahaha done! sambung pasal praktikum kt SKTE Kepong ne memang best la..cikgu baek, tapi xda ending lagi..sebab ade 1bulan lagi so wait and see...
3rd, Mohd Haffiz loni tengah suko dengan caro hidup dio loni sebab hidup dio loni memang suko, tak terikat,free buke freemason tapi free ikut undang-undang ISLAM...amin..huhu tapi cayolah dale suko2 ade jugok duko tapi arap2 xse la lagu tu..insyaAllah, moga2 semuanya selamat..
Kesimpulannya, ade msa tulis lagi la karangan bahasa nayu dale lot883 ne..insyaAllah... nak berehat sementar..besala cikgu kena bangun kol 6.30 nak pegi ngajar kan.. ASKM WBT.. with love Lot883 thru Cheras...
With glass, I am a man - or so I think. At least I am when blessed with courtly drink...
my life just begun... bwu abz prtkal kt seremban, n9.. btw there a lot of story... shuld i keep it till it?;P hurmm.. im not running this blog like before as well.. many thing i need to do.. what so ever...~~~ this site still alive.. now fixing some problem... like im said before.. ~love~live~joy~ 'part of ma life'
just say whatever u wanna say.. i'm just a ABDULLAH.. its really hard now to believe to anyone.. seem like a SHARK.. too late to fix it either repair it.. because it was USELESS..
Assalamualaikum wbt dan salam sejahtera... tanggal 26 Februari 2010 bersamaan hari Jumaat, hari Keputeraan Nabi kita, Nabi Muhammad SAW... hampir setiap negeri mengadakan perarakan MaulidurRasul, tapi ada juga yang kontroversi kerana tidak mahu berarak. sepatutnya hal ini tidak perlu ditimbulkan kerana sudah menjadi tradisi di negara ini kenapa ada orang yang mahu mempersoalkannya lagi??? paling tidak kita dapat menunjukkan kebesaran junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad SAW. dah nama kita ni negara Islam, so salah satu caranya nak menunjukkan negara kita ini melalui perarakan tadi la. inilah kebimbangan kita terhadap segelintir pemimpin di negara kita. bila dunia akhir zaman, dan pemimpin bukan islam dilantik untuk memegang jawatan tertinggi di sesetengah negeri maka hasilnya islam itu kelamaan akan terpinggir. lupakan saja sesetengah pemimpin islam yang lantang bersuara mempertahankan pemimpin bukan islam. sekarang orang main politik bukan sebab menegakkan islam tapi main islam untuk menegakkan politik. dan hasilnya kita boleh tengok di negara kita sekarang. lulusan al-azhar ke, mesir k tiada beza dengan universiti biasa. semua yang main politik untuk lonjak ke atas. semua yang main politik untuk jawatan,nama,harta. penggunaan islam diperkudakan untuk kepentingan. cakap berapi-rapi tapi hasil takde. ini bukanlah nak tuju kepada sesapa tapi nak menjelaskan bahawa jangan memilih berdasarkan islam pada pangkal nama, logo, da nsebagainya tapi pilihlah yang membawa kepada kebahagian dunia dan akhirat. ( eh apiz pon xdaftar ngundi ag neyh. gane kiro neh!hahha)
itulah luahan hatiku terhadap scenario pada masa ini di Malaysia. kenapa kita pelru bersengketa? bergaduh sesama muslim semata mencapai kepentingan diri. yang rugi orang islam juga. jadi bersatulah berpadulah bertarekatlah...
haritu, aku dah delete Fb yang lama. adala masalah sedikit malas nak cerita sebab malu..haha. xdala, sebenarnya too many friends la. sb 2 delete dala semua member xknl plak. yang baru ne lebih grand sedkit..ecece. kak long, ngah sumer da ade fb so nampka canggih giler la seket. tunggu buat in a relationship with nga sesape je lagi(haha..opss xley gtaw ag).
then, another wekeend yg boring da datang. boring giler. duk wat lepak semak samun je lam umah neh. memang feel stupid giler la(ngutuk diri sndri).
sebenarnya, malas gile nak uptade blog ne xtaw nape. letih kot, 2,3 ari ne letih aje maklmla orang single kan..aha. nak nikah lambat ag. puah da duk sore neh. tunggu kumpul pitis 10ribu pastu nak pegi pinang anak ore. xcaro gewe ore ko sape sebab kito nak nikoh nga anak ore bia ore tu xse pon asal mak dio kene. k gano..haha (ngarot da...)
okla adios dulu salam Love is for those who care hate is for those who hate
Today was just another day And as usual nothing ever goes my way There is nothing to do around the house So I have no choice but to pout Why does my life have to be so boring? I mean could it get anymore annoying? Lord please give me a sign or something Anything is better than nothing I want to get away from this place Because I never seem to benefit anyway Boredom really suffocates me I need something entertaining To keep people from calling me a lame But then again I don't care what anybody else thinks Because they act like their own crap doesn't stink But in reality they got nothing Most of them are always bluffing Because they are broke And I take them as a joke But only because they have nothing to show Or they could be hiding something that they don't want people to know But I am just wasting my breath talking about that Because I knew from day one That they were just a bunch of fags If they don't want to hang around me Then good I am glad Because I don't associate myself With people that are bad Anyways my boredom situation is critical I need something to make me happy To prevent me from feeling crappy But for now I will find something better to do... ~half my heart empty ~juz got half only... ~other taken by urs...
Masih mentah dan masih belajar di ibukota Malaysia...
Masih sweet and charm dan masih lagi memegang status single...
Masih baik dan senantiasa akan baik
~~~
I used to be alive
but then I forgot how to be
left myself behind in the shadows
asleep and dreaming...;P
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